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Sometimes

Hale-Bopp, originally uploaded by foreversouls.

Sometimes I just wish to lay on sand and look at the sky for hours. I think that’s one of the effects of depression because I don’t mean something like “oh my god how nice is the sky, stars are so beautiful” or something like this. I rather mean something like “don’t bother with me, leave me to the deep arms of the dark sky”.

It has been about six months that I have given up taking anti-depression pills. I don’t feel depressed anymore. All the stress I have now is about blending in. Back to life again. I can sleep normal, wake-up normal, well.. I can even blog normal!!!

Therapy did help. Really.

Smear

Smear

Originally uploaded by Rigmarole.

I just wanted to start with something like this because this is what I feel like with my soul. Although many many bad things happened in life and they are finally past, I still feel this turmoil in my soul and I have to clean it, remake it, etc…

Welcome to my blog!